breakfast in bed

..and just a few neon nothings.

The purpose of this blog is not to make a statement or prove who i am but to share things that i like, my photos and travels, thoughts and loves, inspirations and irritations.

So to whoever actually reads the crap i write.. i have been M.I.A for a while because at the start of the year i began my second university degree which has been absolutely INSANE.

and that is an understatement.

I am completely drowning in assignments, lectures and stressing about exams.

THIS BETTER ALL BE BLOODY WORTH IT

and to top it off i leave 9 days after my last exam. Not exactly plenty of time to get ready. Oh well, watch my superwoman ways take action.

which by the way.. I LEAVE IN 42 DAYS. (ick!)

2 weeks ago

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2 weeks ago -

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Ala Mundo: Screw you, Fed-exxx

alamundo:

Dear Fed-ex Philippines,

It is your job to be reliable and make sure my print gets here to Sydney from Manila on time for my exhibition, Hyper Reality Dimension XX. That is the service I am paying for.

It is NOT your job to judge the content of my painting, which your employee refused to…

1 month ago -

1 month ago

i miss you so much :’(

2 months ago

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2 months ago -

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Feeling more alone than ever.

I’m at war with my thoughts and decisions

3 months ago

innocent accomplishments

As the months roll past rather fast, it’s almost feb of 2012 already! I can’t believe how quickly these last 5 years have gone, this will be my 5th year out of high school and it only feels like yesterday. In these 5 years, as much as i claim to still feel just as lost as i did then, i try to remind myself how much i have accomplished in that time.

I have completed my first degree, learning many things, regardless of whether i get a job out of it i have many some lifelong friends and learn the importance of responsibility.

I saved and bought my own car and have maintained it all through uni on my crappy student wage.

I have saved for my seven week holiday in one years worth of working two casual jobs.

I have decided to begin my next chapter, taking on my second degree externally, a Bachelor of Arts in International Aid and Development.

All of these things are things i should be so proud of, which, don’t get me wrong, i understand that i have done some things that require personal strength and commitment. Though i feel as though something is missing. It’s hard to pinpoint through i feel it may stem from other people’s relationships around me moving forward.

I don’t feel like i could be ready for anything like marriage, i feel young and still naive to many things of the world. I don’t think i have learn enough yet in order to take on such a huge thing yet i know it doesn’t directly affect me yet, i know as i get older i will have to get used to the idea of many people around me deciding to get married and have children.

I’m a big unsure of why it seems to upset me, perhaps because i don’t feel this is something that will happen in my near future, or if i even want it to.
I guess the main problem is the nervous feeling of “what if i get too old”, “i want to have kids before i’m 30” “i don’t want to feel left behind everyone else”..

Such a confusing topic for people around my age (23) it’s always a question of how young is too young and how old is too old and what age is best for YOU.

3 months ago

If only the hardest things in life were easy.

3 months ago